Chapter 192: Finding excuses for her and comfort for himself

  He had a very deadly poison hidden in his body all along.

  It was when his mother gave birth to him that someone took advantage of the situation and made a move, which is also one of the reasons why the emperor has always been careful to protect him, as long as those plots fell on his body, he wanted to deal with those people in whatever way.

  And the poisonous cave walked out, this poison was also re-activated...

  Even if he knew these poisons would likely make him unable to be cured for his entire life.

  It will even shorten his lifespan and make him die prematurely.

  After returning, he didn't rush to detoxify.

  Seeing his own face being corroded by poison in the mirror, he wrapped himself in a thick layer of black gauze.

  He even wore a woman's veil.

  After covering himself tightly and properly, he went to find her.

  All along the way, I worried about her and resented her.

  Wanted to angrily ask her why she didn't keep her promise and go back to save him.

  I also thought about killing that damned woman!

  She is his light.

  It was him every time he wanted to transform into a killing demon that woke him up and pulled him back to the clean and bright.

  But it was also his despair.

  ...pushed him into an earthly hell...

  Let him suffer the greatest pain of his life!

  He even thought of throwing her back into that pit and letting her experience the torture of being surrounded by all kinds of poisonous substances and darkness.

  But when he saw her laughing intact in the sunlight from afar...

  He went to the border without looking back.

  For ten years on the border, he vented all his hatred on the enemy army.

  He had tried every possible means to eliminate the poison from his body.

  He Jiurong almost died on the battlefield for a rare medicinal herb and was rescued by him, from then on, he became his personal military doctor.

  It also became his hope to live for another 15 years!

  The method of detoxification is to rot his entire body's skin and then replace it with a new one.

  Are you going to stab those needles into his bones?

  He is not a person who fears pain, but such suffering has been with him for ten whole years!

  But it has not been eradicated either.

  Until now, relying on He Jiuyin's detoxification pill to suppress it, it still breaks out once every three months.

  Make him suffer!

  And the only way to get rid of this poison and let him continue living had been in preparation since ten years ago.

  But the only antidote...

  He doesn't want to use it anymore!

  He thought he was the only victim of an accident years ago.

  Especially when he learned that Sheng Jinxiu had actually forgotten him and was happy with another man, this anger reached its peak...

  It turned out she had never betrayed him, never had.

  She worked so hard to save him, even being forced by a pack of wolves to fall off a cliff and be washed away by the river, falling ill for many years!

  Even until now, it still hasn't healed...

  Yan Beizheng covered his own heart with his hand after thinking so much.

  The pain in his heart seemed to have eased a lot.

  But it seems like there's even more...

  He clenched his fists and made a "cracking" sound, then turned around and went down the Yong'an Pavilion even faster than when he came.

  Quick as a shadow, he rushed into Sheng Jin's room.

  Sheng Jinxiu was still talking to Sheng Chengyi and Jiuming.

  Yan Beizhuang grabbed He Jiurong's arm and threw him to Sheng Chengyi.

  "Get out!"

  Sheng Chengyi subconsciously caught He Jiuyong, but before he could steady himself, he was forced to retreat repeatedly by Yan Beizheng's several palm winds.

  All the way back to behind the curtain.

  The curtain fell, blocking out Yan Bei's figure as he hastily hugged Sheng Jin Yu...